I have had a year to think about my place and time in the community as a new player an indie mapper and have decided to recreate / reinvent myself both in attitude and perception. I would really like to put it out there to the following people that they were right and I was wrong. Luchador and Entropy Soldier have tried in the past to give input that I took personally and who knows how great of a mapper I would be by now had I listened. I honestly had no plans to become a mapper had it not been for that greasy hacker 005 who has become a good friend in the mod since we started play spamming the voice chat to make everyone feel at home in game. I look back at my early maps now and shake my head at how ARROGANT and SILLY I was thinking how good they were. I take my involvement a lot more seriously now and APOLOGIZE to anyone I've unintentionally or intentionally annoyed, p*ssed off, or trolled because my personal ideals, pride, and ego got in the way. It was unprofessional and just flat out IMMATURE on my part to take it personally to begin with. Luchador and ES......you guys make some amazing stuff and i have been completely unfair to you guys in the past and I will be looking forward to your future work. I'd also like to apologize and start fresh with anyone I've blocked and removed as friends due to personal feelings getting in the way of just staying cool about comments I thought were rude or hostile. It really doesn't matter and people have different personalities that I might not understand and get annoyed at that were MY ISSUE. So Soup Can, Troy, and all you other guys I wish you well and I will be removing any blocks I had on Soup and other users that I was just becoming too involved in developing personal feelings over comments and posts that don't really amount to anything worth getting all worked up about. Anyways wish EVERYONE well and success in whatever you're HACKING and MultiplayerX is SORRY for being a DOUCHE on those matters.
Happy hacking