I've been dealing with severe depression, severe OCD, hallucinations, hearing voices manic episodes every since i was 19. Had i not gotten on medicine i most likely would of severely hurt someone and been thrown in jail. It flipping sucks ass. Some days I don't even want to wake up. My life has been a shitstorm as far as i can remember. Dealing with bullies all my life. Which kick started my depression. I cant even get dressed or make a fucking sandwich without so much anxiety from my OCD. I once had so much anxiety built up in my body that my body literally felt like it was burning or on fire. The burning was so intense i had to go to the ER. I wouldn't wish this kind of illness on my enemies it is so bad. If there was no such thing of modern medicine i would of definitely killed myself a long time ago. Just thought you all should know a little history of good ol' roger.