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The Thought of Suicide

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jjmusicnotes:
Although it might not seem like it right now, there are many people in your life that love you, and things will get better.  Certainly there are many people here ready and willing to do whatever they can to help you the best that they can, whether it be listening, or sharing their own hard times.

I think that it's important for you to know that you are not alone in this, even though the weight of the world may feel like it's all coming down on you.

I don't know if you're a religious guy at all, but even if you're not, and you're willing to give it a try, try talking to God - He always listens man.

There have been some really hard times in my life (thought of suicide pretty frequently for a while,) and God helped me get through it.



Things do get better, and you have people in your life that love you and support you and care for you.

Mangley:
Life can get really heavy sometimes, it sucks, but there are always high points ahead. Things can only get better, you have to always remember that. Sometimes tthings seem like they can't get worse and then they do and it breaks you mentally.

Some people just need a break from the stress, to find the simple pleasures in life again. Take a day away from the madness, find a nice peaceful quiet place in the sun where you can just relax on some grass by yourself and contemplate, feel the breeze on your face.

You may feel you have nothing to lose, but that is never true, no matter how much you manage to fool yourself. You have only truly lost everything when you are dead. So long as you're alive, you're in a world full of opportunity and potential.

Luchador:
Hey Jeron, we are ALL here for you. I know what's it like to hit those bottoms, but I promise you things will get better. You're young and have so many opportunities, it would be just terrible if you did something crazy and let it all go. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you and I know there are many others who want to do everything they can to help, too. You did a great thing by turning to us instead of keeping it in. We can turn this around.

coolDisguise:
Hello Jeron,

I'm glad you didn't rush that decision but wrote in here.
And I'm really sorry for your situation and I wish for it to get better.

These things are never easy and like jjmusicnotes I sadly don't know much about you.
But if you're religious, basically almost every religion tells you not to commit suicide.
And if you're into science try thinking of it this way:

If for every moment in life there is a possibility that it get's better or worse - wouldn't math proof, that  it would have to become better at some point (since the probability of chained worse-only-events would be near to 0)?

Also there's two possibilties.
1. the end of life is the end of everything
2. there is something after death

If the end of life is the end of it all, would you want to waste every chance to experience something good?

If there is something after, how might the chances be that it would be better? I for one doubt the chances are good.
E.g. if you'd only think you'd be reborn, think of how much worse your situation could be then.
Perhaps your current situation + not being able to to walk or such?

And as you recognized, we, the people in here (the forums), care for you.
Although it's you decision after all, think of it carefully before taking action.
You know, we would want you to live and of course, want you to be happy again, someday.
Just as you would want for someone to live,
if you could see he'll probably get back to a point in his life where he wouldn't think of suicide at all.

Jeron [SharpSh00tah]:
I appriciate the words, but I am still in the same situation. I just dont understand how someone can live their life and do the right thing for everyone, not just myself. I have so many bills comming up its un believable. Car/rent/electric/CC etc etc. I really have nothing to say because so much is going on, my mind is literally blank and numb.

My source of enjoyment is mapping for this game. Yet, I cant even do that because I dont have a computer that can handle the programs anymore.

When it rains it pours. I have alot of other issues going on that I cant/dont even want to speak about. The weight on my sholders have literally made my legs collaps. I literally collapsed trying to stand up and face life. I have never experianced my knees buckling. (other than when I tore my ACL)

I dont understand how this "god" can throw so much shit my way. And all these people that deal drugs, or these rap stars who have done nothing but trouble make millions.

Its scary.

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